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2008-11-27T04:46:00.002+08:00

long time no blog alr.. hahas. went to power hse last night. saw many ppl. n it was erm.. a so-so party. not really dat gd cos it was too packed.. n the dancefloor was so squeezy.. it was like a sauna n sweaty smell.. alright..
my life cycle had becum night life.. but later going to work for the first day. hmm. not sure how it was going to be..
i had felt dat my life is not really dat good actually.. no life indeed.. i dun really have much to talk to everyone or maybe i m lazy. i really wan to find a job or go to a place where nobody noes me. i wan to be alone. i c how dis job goes. if i tio pok.. i think i will lead my own life. i hate my life. cos it was a no life lifestyle.. no money.. nth at all.. so fark up..
so sad =(

2008-11-17T07:55:00.002+08:00

woah. my father suddenly came back den scared me.. wah lao.. i m SICK ! so xinku. but doctors away pls. ytd was at home teaching my two brothers jumping jumpstyle. n i can c three idiots dancing around the living room. HAHAS..
went to meet sharon. eh kia. rachel at hg mall. went for job hunting.. n the shops dun wan me.. =(
nvm. interviewed k box. think they dun wan me oso. slack with sharon alone. had fun n siansation with her.. ytd night slack. it was not a very good night.. cos my life becomes very meaningless suddenly.. i feel so stress.. half of my freedom gone. regretting it was useless.. went home to sleep..
... till now.. 3 hrs of slp.. feel like eating mac.. later going job hunting.. =)
i feel like dying... of tiredness..

2008-11-14T11:14:00.002+08:00

it was a blast last night in gotham penthouse.. met many ppl dere.. it was not very fun.. cos dey r playing diff genres of songs.. got trance, techno n rnb.. plus the rnb songs r so old sch.. but i love it.. hahas.. dere r many malays dere.. n i nearly got into trouble with two malay gals.. forget it..
went to eat n rest awhile.. whoo.. off i go home..
lacking of slp dis few days.. falling sick becos of eating too much chocolate all thanks to him.. hahas..
to him : as i had said.. i have no time for relationships.. i oni have time for work.play.frens n my religion.. with all these.. i think i not enuff time for sleep.. so dun think too much bah.. oh yah.. edit ur blogskin n add a tag board as well.. if not i wun be able to tag.. dum dum.. hahas..

2008-11-13T11:09:00.002+08:00

i like to move it move it.. hahas.. ytd was a good day.. it was a sudden event for me.. but i still enjoy it.. anyway.. it was too power alr nah.. i cant stand it somehow.. but it was still fun to have so many frens around.. went to help out my fren at hg.. was damn hungry.. cos i didn eat anything for the whole day.. ate many things at hg.. quickly went home to change n go to THE GOTHAM PENTHOUSE ! yeah ! meeting my dear xueling n another gal.. =)

2008-11-10T11:35:00.002+08:00

sian.. no more trip to hongkong.. =(
one more last paper to go...
going bugis wif my sweet valentine.. =)

2008-11-08T12:27:00.002+08:00

duno why i keep thinking today is friday.. hahs.. today going out with my dear valentine.. ! i miss her damn lots.. still got two more paper to endure.. anyway.. it's just an hr paper.. oh yah.. today is my fren's birthday.. IVY.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! tonight maybe go find her after i go out.. hmm.. had so much illusion when i m resting.. or maybe it is just a dream.. i cant differentiate.. hp low batt on thurs.. keep chewing on straws cos i dun wan to eat too much.. but my mouth is itchy.. wad a crazy idea.. thanks for the straws.. n thanks for the grass u bought for me.. lols. =)
n many close frens contact me ytd.. so sweet.. going to gotham pent house next thurs.. cant wait to get there cos can c many ppl which i didn c for a long time.. n i miss dancing with my darlings.. lols.. alright.. i m having a very bad attitude problem last few days.. oops. so sory for venting my anger on my frens.. alright.. i shall go do my things n bomb my valentine till she ans my call..

2008-11-04T13:44:00.002+08:00

i m going to HONGKONG on 8 of DEC !
woots.. happy until i wan to jump off building alr.. hahas.. yeah.. my wish cum true..which means.. i can oni start working after i come back.. unless i work part time.. so shiok.. okay.. so next yr new yr will be going to thailand alr norh.. yeah yeah.. damn excited.. but i shall go mug for my geog paper first.. bye everyone.. =))))))

2008-11-03T22:58:00.002+08:00

hmm.. dis few days de mood siao siao liao.. duno wad happen to me.. but i m feeling very happy n sot now.. lmao.. okay.. so i saw my 9 yrs cute boyfren on a milky green vaspa.. i help him take dat photo.. duno why.. i feel very attached to him.. although i cant cheer him up whenever he was upset. but i will still treat him well if i can.. although i noe i got attitude problem sometimes, but he never fails to make me laugh.. i duno why.. if got smth happen to him.. i m willing to help him take up everything.. he was the oni one dat i confirm n not for my real boyfren.. as for the rest of my frens.. i will c first.. burnt my finger just now.. so pain.. =(
was chatting on msn jus now.. hahas.. the sound was so irritating loh.. hmm.. peace finally.. lmao.. online for awhile oni.. n many ppl wan to meet me alr.. dey mus be bored at home.. staying at sk is not a very good thing sometimes.. cos dey will find u cum out chit chat at nite when dey got nth to do.. okay.. so i predict dat i will be super busy meeting up with my frens after my o lvls.. think will get used to the no sch life soon.. cos o lvl is cuming to an end.. yoohoo.. looking forward to it.. hahas..
got a guy.. at first.. i tot he was quite a nice person cos we hit it off well.. but the next moment i feel dat he was a fucker.. cos i feel dat he do things with motive.. as for now.. i m not sure. i noe he really wan to be frens with me.. n i had been ignoring him..he wrote a comment for me.. n i can feel his sincerity.. i guess he feels dat i m the oni one who makes him feel comfortable in sharing his problems.. he said dat although i m younger than him. but i seems like his jiejie.. i guess i got the wrong idea bout him.. sory..
oh yah.. angkong ben.. happy to c ur name here alr ? lols.. pls edit ur html nah.. hahas.. better find a nice blogskin..

2008-11-03T09:04:00.003+08:00

having moodswings this few days.. n showed many ppl my attitude problem.. it really sucks..
hais.. i hate many ppl.. dun act one kind in front of me with some motives.. u wan fame.. jus f*ck off lah deh.. go be a whore n u will have it..
sian.. it is oni 9 plus in the morning.. can someone pls ans my call ? i nid ur help.. hais.. getting tired.. having my social studies paper soon.. but i feel like sleeping !

2008-10-31T15:06:00.002+08:00

today is friday.. but duno why i keep thinking is saturday.. ooh.. ytd cant slp.. dunno why this few days keep hyperventilating.. it is so xinku.. ytd wanted to go ride bicycle with sharon. 9 yrs boyfren. ah ken. n duno still got who.. in the end.. didn meet cos sharon fall aslp.. hahas.. she mus be tired.. alright.. ytd slack at starbucks one whole day n i was laughing like mad plus it was non-stop laughter.. laugh until i stomach pain.. all thanks to sharon n her funny lyrics.. she have a bright future ahead cos she is good at making up lyrics.. hahas.. slack at dere until 9 liddat n went home.. yoohoo.. chat with many ppl although very tired..
woke up at 12 plus today n i was damn hungry.. wanted to find smth to eat.. but the stupid idiotic money-sucker pizza hut leaflet tempted me.. so my bro n i ordered the two for 19.90 pizzas.. it reached within one hr.. n i cant finish it.. my bro went out.. leaving me alone in the hse trying to finish all the pizzas.. ask my 9 yrs bf to help me eat... but she nid to go reporting.. so nvm.. hahas.. okay... now no more money to spend.. all thanks to pizza hut.. lmao.. waiting for my 9 yrs bf to cum back den c where she wan to go.. =)
monday is social studies paper.. all the best to everyone..

2008-10-28T18:42:00.003+08:00

happy birthday to SHARON SEET.. hahas.. cant contact her.. so wish her here..
okay.. so today had my hist paper.. ooh.. time flies man.. the paper was alright.. jus dat i screwed one essay up.. feel like burning the exam paper ah.. tml is my physics paper.. wish me luck.. =)
left with physics.. maths paper 2.. ss.. hcl.. geog 2 n phy,chem mcq.. ooh.. it seems lots..
today is the halloween party.. no age limit neh.. too bad cant go..so sory.. my dear valentine.. i miss you.. promise to go with u for other events.. hehes..
GLADYS ah.. i miss u lah ! contact u after my o lvls.. muacks.. =)
tata.. dats all..

2008-10-27T11:49:00.003+08:00

i m lacking of sleep. suddenly have the urge to go chinatown n eat yong tau foo. i m not having any appetite dis few days.. ytd was a sad day for many ppl.. so many ppl were sad.. i m affected by it as well.. called somebody... but didn ans my call.. think dat person is avoiding me.. n i was so angry n pek cek when using frenster luh.. keep clicking the browse files button but dere wasn any pop up.. argh.. angry..

2008-10-27T01:16:00.002+08:00

indeed i m very confused.. i dun wan to think so much for now.. i will think bout all the things or problems two weeks later.. oh.. my dear fishyjohn.. today is ur BIRTHDAY ! happy birthday.. hope u r doing fine in ur own world.. n i miss u..
following post is bout a mystery person..
jus now 11 plus at night.. was the last conversation i had with some mystery person.. hmm.. he understands the situation n do things well.. n i noe he cares bout me.. when i nid anything.. he will try his best to gif it to me.. he is or maybe was so crazy till he noe how many photos i had in each album in my frenster.. it is indeed quite sadistic.. i duno how much i mean to him.. i think he oso cant sleep now.. yet.. he forced himself not to contact me.. jus hope dat he wun get into trouble n rmb our promise.. i dun wan my fren to get caught for doing smth foolish..
alright.. i m going to change n meet my 9 yrs bf alr nah..

2008-10-20T08:40:00.002+08:00

omg.. today chem paper.. first day of my o lvl.. so excited or should i say scary ? hahs. ytd still went out enjoy.. but i m quite confident for dis paper.. the rest i not sure.. brain got problem dis few days.. nth goes in especially my humanities subjects.. nvm.. good luck to everybody taking o lvls.. jia you !

2008-10-17T12:35:00.002+08:00

sian.. fri comes so fast. so two more days to my o lvl.. i m feeling so moody.. keep on recalling all the past memories.. sweet n bitter.. feel like bashing someone up.. someone who makes me noe wad is bird bird ppl.. who spoil my name.. even though it was 2 or 3 yrs ago de thing.. i still mus find who is dat fcuking byebye bastard.. i shall curse him or her.. pray dat person kena accident or strike by lightning.. dun die so easily first.. face disfigured n kena stroke alr den die lah ! i m really feeling fcuking moody lah hor.. blasting music to make me feel better. but the rate of reaction is so slow lah !
anyway.. found a telemarketing job which i can work after my o lvl.. gonna close down my blog or change the url soon after my o lvl.. i dun gif a damn bout anything now okay ! i m going to do whatever i wan.. say whatever i like ! nobody is going to stop me.. if i m a changed person to u.. dere is nth u can do.if u dun like it . jus f*** off..

2008-10-12T14:44:00.002+08:00

yeah.. i decided to update my blog.. yoohoo.. doing nth dis few days except for studying.. not very stress.. n fri had passed.. i had graduated from my sch.. is it a sad thing or should i be happy about it..? hmm.. truthfully.. quite sad.. received many cards from my classmates n the content make me felt so sad.. n i realised dat i like to disturb ppl in sch.. cos the content say so.. i will do stupid things like tap ppl shoulder den walk away.. n say stupid things to other ppl. or crack jokes to make ppl feel cold cos the weather is so damn hot.. omg.. i duno i m so disturbing n lame.. fortunately.. i m still able to walk.. hahas..
hmm.. ytd went to compass wif my beloved to buy a mp3.. den went to his hse cos he wanted to charge it.. he was so excited.. lmao.. i watched mirrors n big stan.. all these movies r not bad.. went to hg sin tua ( shan fu miao ).. hahas.. was glad dat i was not being said anything.. next went to amk dere cos got smth on.. n i was so tired till i fell aslp in the car.. hmm.. actually wanted to meet caiyan n co de.. but it was already 2 am when i reached home.. n i was damn shag.. hees.. everything will be over soon.. finding a job before my exams end..
n i wan to meet up every friend of mine ! i swear n i promise.. hahas.. i dun wan to lie to them n i think i miss them as well... can go out wif my 9 yrs bf at nite as well.. lmao. =x..
but pubs n alcohols at night are sure a no no for me.. okay.. so today is actually a boring day for me.. continue mugging for my humanities.. i aim to get below 10 pts for my L1R4.. n my bro promised to treat me if i pass every subject n get an A for my maths.. wahahas.. he surely broke next yr.. cos i surely can do it.. he is so stupid to make a treaty wif me for dis kind of thing.. hahas..

2008-09-25T21:33:00.001+08:00

my blog is rotting ! hahas.
takkare everybody.. n gd luck for ur exams ! =)

2008-08-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

today weather is damn cooling.. hahas. had my prelim english n social studies paper today.. erm.. the difficulty level is still alright.. n in the examination hall today.. i realised dat my dm is quite charismatic.. hahs. oh crap.. duno why i have this feeling.. hmm.. maybe she have her own principles to follow.. so dats why she was so charming.. hahas.. finished my exams n was trying to get back my hp n i wanted to depend on my fate wif mr chong.. if i can c him.. i shall ask for my hp.. hahas. but too bad.. i didn c him. okay.. so went to srg central to have lunch.. ate ban mian.. omg.. it was heaven... first time of duno how many days since i last eat meat.. erm.. actually not so kua zhang nah.. hahas. went to compass point library to study with jiwei.. n we r toking bout ppl who r hypocrites n how wicked they can be to get wad they want.. dis kind of person is highly dangerous.. hahas.

hmm.. saw many cute children at the children study corner.. n dere was dis baby boy.. he was seriously damn cute.. he can be sitting quietly on a chair for a moment.. n suddenly fall down from it at the other moment.. hahas.. so cute.. n he keep looking at us.. his actions n everything had distracted me from my books.. wah.. if he is a teenager.. i will surely fall in love with him.. hahas. but dat was impossible nah.. went home at 4.. cos jiwei have tuition at 4.30.. on the way to lrt.. saw xiaoalan.. n of cos he was busy chatting n playing wif his frens.. went home.. bath n slp for awhile.. suddenly.. it seems like it was going to rain while i was sleeping.. n i couldn wake up n cant open my eyes as well... omg.. okay.. finally wake up n rush for my tuition.. waiting for my beloved to call me.. quickly walked home.. hoping dat i can get home in time so dat i could call him.. n once again.. my hp went bonkers.. fcuk.. hais.. sadded lah.. nvm.. called my beloved n chatted awhile..

realised many things dat had make me feel sad.. really very sad.. i hadn been so sad for a long time.. i feel dat i shouldnt noe bout the past at all.. cos let me tell u dis.. it does bother me seriously.. i cant jus fcuk care it.. if i can.. it will be the day dat u r not my most beloved.. if i wan.. u will not be very impt to me.. u kept on saying dat i had many frens.. but u cant deny the fact dat u had many frens as well. i will be bothered by everything bout u once i had fallen deep in love wif u.. i was quite happy at first.. but i had heard smth dat makes me feel rather displeased.. okay.. i had nth to say bout it.. n had to admit it since u say so.. i think i will noe wad to do if i love u no more.. btw.. i feel like deleting my acc.. everything is being really fcuked up in my life.. i dont wan to be controlled by anything already.. feel very angry at dis moment.. i jus wan to do anything i like.. okay.. i shall jus fcuk care everything.. pms alert.. everyone jus shoo.. leave me alone.. i dun wan to be a person dats gd as i think dat no matter how gd i m.. i will still be hurt someday..

2008-08-25T13:13:00.002+08:00

hmm. i m bored n tired of everything.. no mood to study although i can still stuff some things into my small brain.. hahas.
watched meet dave on the net ytd nite.. n it seriously was damn funny.. erm.. i guess i m the only person will do dis when tml is my prelim.. haiyoh.. sadded.. no hp.. nvm.. trying to cheer myself up..but actually is nth nah.. jus not used to the peace dat i m having now.. but i guess everything will be over very quickly becos after my prelim.. r my revision time n follow by my o lvls.. i guess time will fly bah.. suddenly feel like going to sentosa.. n i seriously do have many things dat i wan to do.. i wan to go on holidays.. work.. clubbings wif my lovely frens.. n get everything dat i wan.
but before i m able to get all these wonderful things.. i guess have to face some punishments yeah.. sucks.. i think i deserve it.. n it seriously will make me kick away my bad habit.. n it will be a great thing.. cos i wun spoil my image n save money as well. dun u think dat smokers especially gals spoil their image.. i think those pretty babes dressed in office wear do look pretty.. however.. they ruined their image by holding a lighted cig.. okay..
anyway.. looking forward to dis cuming weekend.. cos i will be buying many stuffs for my beloved.. hahas. going to fetch him as well.. think he will be damn elated to c dat i had bought him lots of his fav food.. duno why.. dis morning suddenly felt so threatened by somebody.. n no sense of security as well. tot i will be abandoned sooner or later.. feel like sending my beloved a msg to tell him how i was feeling.. but dun think wan to let him noe bah.. cos i can noe wad reply is he going to give me.. hmm. trying to study in front of my com.. n suddenly.. duno why my hand had took controlled of everything n had went to look for somebody profile.. n found it.. hahas. okay... not bad looking. got many things running wild in my head.. n forget it..
hmm.. my caiyan boyfren is damn bad.. keep laughing at me.. argh ! tok to her till wan to cry liao lah.. laugh at me den say i poor thing.. argh.. nvm.. i m a peacemaker.. hahs. so wun be angry easily.. hees..
okay.. going to study liao.. =) wish me good luck for my exams...

2008-08-20T14:57:00.002+08:00

OMG ! today was damn unlucky.. hais.. having geog lesson in class n suddenly a teacher came to look for me..
i was asked to bring my bag n pencil case out.. okay.. i was shivering cos i knew smth bad was going to happen. actually it was alright.. dere is smth which i dun wan to tok bout it on blog.. n i had to write my statement.. had to follow my form teacher from wed to fri.. which can be consider as a good thing.. cos i suck in physics.. got anything can ask her.. got 12 demerit.. hp confiscated.. until o lvl end.. hais.. nobody can contact me until my o lvl ends.. it can be considered as a good thing but troublesome.. hahas. okay.. oh.. nid to serve one wk cwo as well. WHAT THE HELL ?!?! argh.. angry.. nvm.. saw my mother in sch n i cried when i c her.. i feel dat i had let her down.. no lah.. of cos is not dat serious.. hahas. took cab home with her.. n no hp.. shag.. no songs.. no hp is okay for me.. but no music is like no life okay.. sian.. n had some jokes with her on the way home.. n she can really laugh out loud wors.. quite funny actually.. cos i said i m chao lao enuff to do some things n of cos i pinpointed her when we say until smth.. lols.. some ppl will understand what i m saying..

galfren.. dun be upset.. is not ur fault.. i noe u dun mean it n let it happen jus liddat. i noe u will be feeling upset like me.. dun worry.. cheer up.. although i noe i m crying like hell jus now.. smile.. i dun blame u for anything.. no hp use is okay for me.. kicking away the habit is smth i intend to do so n which i should have done it long ago. dun blame urself..
hmm.. i really feel upset.. becos i didn listen to my beloved advice.. n i noe i had make many ppl to be disappointed in me.. wth.. suddenly feel like crying again. hais.. beloved.. i m sorry.. u will find it hard to contact me liao le.. jus now in sch.. i keep crying cos i duno how to explain for the things i do.. maybe i find it hard to communicate with teachers.. i seriously want to change.. n i m quite happy that the teachers trust me.. maybe becos i was crying like hell..? okay.. nvm.. not going to go out.. n intend to get good results for my o lvl to prove to them. hmph.. den dun wan to let them despise me.. n oh.. realise ms ow is quite nice as well.. becos she can c dat maybe i really do wan to change.. n she scolded me for keep crying.. she is quite nice to me loh.. maybe i do things that r to her liking.. ? cos i straight away give her the things dat she wan when she asked for it.. hmm. liddat of cos she wun angry rite ? lmao.. okay.. the thing dat i dun wan it to happen will be regarding hsa.. okay.. everything will be over soon. there will be rainbow after a heavy rain with a bright sun behind the dark clouds.. i will be fine.. i m sory for everything.. changing for the better.. n i had promised.. cheerios.. tml will be a better day than today.. certainly will be though i noe dat it is just a little better.. hope nobody will gif me dat kind of looks which i hated !

2008-08-18T21:21:00.004+08:00

boos.. yeahh.. sweet 16 finally. n i m quite happy on the weekend.. n the happiest thing is dat i got three pages birthday wishes of comments in frenster.. wahahas. okay.. next time den tell u all bout the celebration. i m tired.. xp.. chatting on phone wif my beloved.. hahas..
okay.. can continue wif my posting on the celebrations le.. went to sch on fri.. n yimin was the first one to give me bday presents.. hahas she gave me sweets n pigs.. erm.. den follow by a monsoon shades from weiling.. yitong. yihang.. yimei n jiwei.. hmm. thanks.. love them lots.. n yanchang. anthia gave me a pig with my name on it.. okay..
the next day which is a sat.. went to ps.. meet eric my buddy n meet ao sheng dere too. hahas.. ooh.. my galfren n jeslyne gave me a surprise by meeting me late n smashing me with cakes.. erm.. den went to eat subway n catch a movie call space chimp.. it was quite cute.. hees.. n on sunday which wad my actual birthday.. went out with my beloved n we watched 12 lotus.. not a bad movie.. okay.. so i got it wrong.. zhengyong was acting in it instead of money no enuff.. hees.. so paiseh. okay.. went home.. n fall aslp..
thanks for all the bday wishes that i had received.. whether izzit thru face to face or frenster or smses..

2008-08-11T13:34:00.002+08:00

it's been quite long since i last blog. hahas. hmm. so fri i went to hg n slack. acc my dear sister c dentist. cos his gum was bleeding. he scared he got gum disease or wad luh. kip nagging dis n dat. hahs. he is always so crappy. went to lan shop n slack. n it was really very bored. i rest my head on my table n stupid sister keep disturb me. lols. okay. went hg pt meet my father n heard smth dat make me felt unhappy. okay.. so wad if i drink n smoke? it is the past. who dun have past? i already change le mah. wad dey expect me to do ? die den reborn so i can have a new life.. what the hell is dis. the adults always do n say the things in the past to make me unhappy. hais. forget it. sat went ps n saw many ppl. hahas. slack n rot. wanted to watch movie. but had been psycho by some ppl to marina to c fireworks. hahas. saw galfren at pc bunk.. chit chat wif her awhile n went off. slack at the foodcourt of raffles city n saw joker. acc him go buy food n it was damn bored. so went to catch money no enough 2 wif yq. heard many ppl zhengyong acted in dat show.. but i dun think i got c him. or maybe cant recognise him. hahas. anyway..yq fetched him home after movie n chatted on phone until 1 plus. went to slp.. n ytd the weather was damn cool.. n i sleep until 11 plus. ate my breakfast n went back to sleep until 3 plus. played mahjong wif my brother frens. tot my mother n i could win. but in the end.. lost 3 bucks. nvm. it is okay. n oni one person won. he won bout 40 plus lah.. wah. he was so lucky... n my bro fren lost 30 plus. he kept blaming me. hahas. cos i wanted them to have second round. but he was joking oni. nvm. today woke up quite early.. n i m not going to stuck in front of dis com for so long. i m going to finish up the reading of my sec 4 social studies textbook. i MUST do it. hahas. i miss my galfren n i love her. hope she will last long wif her lovely boyfren. =)

2008-08-04T22:57:00.002+08:00

wah. long time no post le. decided to post since i cant sleep.
feeling quite stress but alittle excited. becos first of all.. national day is coming. hahas. n secondly.. my bday is cuming. wahahas. duno wad will happen. i oso duno how to plan wors. alittle confused. but nvm.. jus let everything take place by itself.
n finally prelim is cuming.. duno why i m looking forward to it although i haven even quite started for my revision. but i look forward to it becos it will mean dat my secondary sch life is cuming to an end n i m going to another stage of my life. it seems to be quite exciting but alittle uncertain bout my future as well. nvm. happy jiu hao le mah.
n finally.. stress is making everyone to do crazy things n going bonkers soon. hais. everything will soon be over. it will become memories even if dere r some unhappy events dat took place before.
stress n stress n still stress. actually not really very stress. but i had everything plan out for dis wk. ooh. next fri is my o lvl oral. quite scary.. but looking forward to it. i rather let it fly pass me rather than still worrying bout it.. i will like to have fun end of dis yr.. n i realise i m having some abnormal behaviour.. becos i think my books had really become my boyfren le. lmao. it will seems funny to the readers.. but i think is the truth loh. morning bring them to sch. accompanying dem until sch end. bring dem home n continue pei dem. sleeping in the same room as dem. go out oso bring dem.. but of cos i m not crazy lah.. not to the extent of hugging dem to bed. i think dat will be the final stage of mental illness n can be send to woodbridge le bah. hahas. hmm.. cuming fri got clubbing.. but of cos. i m not going.. i m a daddy gal now.. yeapps.. for now.. end of yr.. i think i will wan freedom !!
wahahahs.. friday end sch at 10.30 n monday no sch at all. shiok sia.. think friday going out to get smth.. n i cfm wun be bringing my books. i m really not crazy.. stupid feifei. say i stress until i sot le. i wan prove to him ah. wahahas. okay.. dats all for today.. takkare everybody.. u all r missed..
oh. btw.. the things dat the blogshops (linked at tagboard) r selling.. not bad.. i will surely buy if oni i have money now.. but i nid the money for my bday outing.. hahas. =)

2008-07-21T17:16:00.002+08:00

okay. ytd woke up at 9.25 am. n i need to meet edward at 9.30am. so i was late. nvm. went to esplanade library to study. it was a condusive environment but the air con was too cold lah. make my hair stand. went to eat long john n i was damn full. hahas. walked back to the library n we found another place to study. so sat among all those older ppl who are studying dere. was sms-ing my fren n i was already quite sleepy. but i dunno dat i can type msg until i fall asleep sia. n th ppl sitting beside me were laughing at me. =( . lmao. went home n watched my vcds. finally watched finish le !

hmm. today was a bad day for me. it is racial harmony day today. n so i changed into a costume loh. duno today got english test n it spoilt my mood totally. i keep eating in class so ended up keep sleeping in class. hahas. took photos wif my class. but everybody neglected me. nvm. so i jus stand at the back n dun take loh. i dun mind de mah. i noe i m a nobody in my class. but i believe i can work alone n m independent. i dun need anyone. no frens so wad. everybody dun really have true frens. i have my bros n his frens at least. okay. so i finished my test n my survey conducted by moe. so went home n it was drizzling. reached home n was hungry. my mother didn gif me pocket money. but i reminded her jus now. wahahas. hmm.. going to bath n study le.
i m moody n every single little things can irritates me.

2008-07-19T17:09:00.002+08:00

ooh. went to watch movie at tm with yongqing on sat nite. hahas. xiaoalan say dat he going at first. but in the end didn cum along. so nvm. oni me n him. he was so excited today. cos he getting his bike. lols. hmm. okay. happy for him. n we bought movie tickets for th dark knight. the show timing was 11.10pm. omg. duno how to go home. hmm. walk walk around. chit chatted. hahas. n i m always the one crapping non stop. went to take bus to his house dere. cos he wan to ride his bike. but waited for the bus for damn long. so took cab. omg. his house is damn big n i love his room norh. so beautiful. if is my room jiu hao. took helmets n off we go to take his bike. ride to tm n watched our movie. it was quite a nice show but sit until my butt pain pain. went back to his house dere to meet bogey kenneth. slacked awhile n i cabbed home. n off i went to slp. =)

2008-07-19T11:27:00.002+08:00

i m tired of everything. school. studies. i m totally tired of my life. no money. nothing. it totally sucks.
hais. everybody had forgotten bout me. they have their own friends. their own life. but i m not included in it.
nvm. my life is stay at home n study. n i have found some beloved things. n dat will be my boyfren = books.
=)

2008-07-17T18:58:00.002+08:00

ooh. went to sch today. tired. study study n still study. hahas.
hmm. ytd went green awhile n yeah ! can complete my homework at dere for rhe first time. wahahas. went to hg pt wif feifei.gordon n vincent. vincent kip doing funny things dat make me laugh like mad. although it seems a little like public nuisance. lmao. okay. went back to green n sat at the lan shop watching forbidden floor. a korean horror movie. quite nice. went home n eat many many durian. today reach home. first thing i do is open durain eat. hahas. eat le jiu bath le. n i m going to have my dinner now.
btw. galfren. i m sorry wors. jus now i m thinking n dazing in the canteen mah. den u suddenly hug me i quite shocked. so i push u away. really sory. love u. =)

2008-07-14T21:42:00.002+08:00

hohoho. went sentosa ytd n noe quite a few sporty ppl but too bad.. all gals n dey r all 20 plus yr old. wah piang. i think i really look too mature le bah. got ppl say i 19 yr old sia. jia lat. hahas. ytd one whole day neva slp wors. played mahjong n win 20 plus. ate roti prata at jalan kayu n went home. rest awhile n went sentosa wif my korkor n his tp frens. played the whole day n slept once my head touches the pillow. lmao. wake up n went to sch. studied in sch until 5 plus. intend to go home n continue studying but.. realised i didn bring my keys after i reach the mrt station. so went hg meet my feifei. he accompany me awhile. i knew he was busy cos many ppl keep calling him n wanted him to meet dem. so i suggested going home first. n i need to use the toliet urgently. walked to the bus stop n he acc me wait for the bus. board the bus n he walked back alone. hmm. he wun read my blog de. so i dun wan thank him in my blog. hahas. went home n waited for 1 hr for somebody to come back. sat dere like a retard. so i went down n bought jelly, chocolates n sweets. wahahas. ate n ate n ate. went home bath n blog n slping soon ! yeah. quite tired.
saving money n free from stress except stress from my studies. hahas.. !

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye
As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
On Sunday mornings, and I missed you
But I'm glad we talked through
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
I wish I could talk to you for awhile
Miss you but I try not to cry
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'd give the world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
But it's like you're gone too soon
Now the hardest thing to do is say bye bye
And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together
I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
You'd make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

2008-07-11T15:37:00.002+08:00

hahas. going to update my blog since my galfren requested.
hmm. dis few days very stress ah. got test ah. n many many other things. ytd night wanted to stay at home n complete my hw. but my bro frens came n play mahjong. so i went out to meet my frens. woo. went green n saw many ppl. slack at dere until 9 plus. n some ppl r surprised or shd i say shocked ? to c me dere. hahas. like c ghost liddat neh. nvm. gary keep calling me again. all thanks to mr feifei ! hmph. nvm. took bus home n it rained. sadded. run in the rain while chatting on phone. hahas. reached home. didn reply any msgs or chat on phone. cos wanted to complete my hw n sleep. okay. the weather is so cooling. but still have to wake up n go sch. shag.
so bored. how i wish this coming 3 months will pass quickly. hope i can celebrate my birthday soon den sit for my o lvls ! hahas. today went to sch n eat. slp in class. cos i think eat too full le bah. going to jog in the afternoon before i go out. but in the end. it rain. so play with my hula hoop. hahas. use com awhile n c ppl de blog. ooh. quite surprise to noe dat dey r still tgt. hahas. hais. sad for the gal when she dun even noe wad the guy say. just wish her good luck. hehes.
going to bath le n go green ? or i think nearby green to study. hahas. i m hungry !
i love my galfren. dis frenship will be like pure gold n it will maintain dis way from last time till the time stops.

2008-07-09T15:49:00.002+08:00

okay. will be posting a short post. cos going to study !
hahas. hmm. today quite a boring day. worrying bout smth. wish n pray hard dat it wun happen.
dunno wad i wan exactly. kept on fooling around. n i got nth. might as well stay at home n study rite ?
okay. dats all.

2008-07-07T10:18:00.005+08:00

yeah yeah.. hmm. okay. i will continue wif the sat post. went bugis wif galfren to topman. bought boxers for my brother. shop shop. bought a top for myself. took bus to serangoon n saw bubble. jaukuen n co. went to bought a tiramisu cake for my brother. took bus to chom chom while gf took train to city hall to meet her frens. went to k garden to put the cake first. ooh. a cool guy is working dere. lmao. jus joking. hmm. went to meet my bro n co. ate chicken rice n i no more money le. so sian. sang k n drank until 1 plus. n got two flaming lambo for my bro. n two martell. i didn drink much. mostly coke oni. hahas. i m a gd gal. he was drunk. went home. n he was doing stupid things which make me laugh like mad. n i video it down. slp until 3 plus of sunday afternoon. went to eat wif my bro. went beach road n bugis. had my very very full dinner at lai lai.went home n did my hw. but till now.. still haven finish. hmm. slpp until 9 plus until this morning. going to chiong my hw n studies le !

PHOTOS :

2008-07-05T14:19:00.002+08:00

hmm. ytd went to sch. n it was quite boring. studied until sot? cos got too many hw n tests awaiting for me to complete dem..
hahas. went home n bath. rushed to yck to find ah boon. andy n mouse cos dey taking basic theory for driving. n dey failed. lmao. dey r so funny. went to amk n their fren fetch us to many places usiing car. went to arab street n many places looking for the shirts dey wan. okay. went home n traffic jam. reached home n went to woodland wif my father. do my hw in the car n it was a sauna for me ! all the uncles keep opening the door n say : " wah. so guai. jia you ah. " hahas. okay. went home bath n watch tv - the water ghost while doing hw. too tired le. so went to sleep. ytd wanted to watch movie but in the end dun have. nvm.
hmm. today wake up around 7 plus. but the weather is too shiok le. so continue sleeping until 11 plus. hahas. so hungry. so ate many things. my bro came back n he keep disturbing me. chatted on phone wif huihui. i miss her ! FIVE MORE DAYS TO HER BDAY ! lols. hmm. asked my brother wad he wans. cos i really duno. wah lao. he damn shiok luh. got many gals like him. i think so. n he got many things for his birthday. got helmet, two shirts, two bags n one pants. so xinfu ! if i have half of his happiness, i jiu very happy le !! argh. so jealous. hahas. okay. forget it. going out to buy present for him dat dumbass. wahahas. den straight away go k garden. gonna make him drink. drank n drunk ! kkiesx. i going to prepare le. loves n misses.

to test if someone really loves u is to let time prove to u.

2008-07-03T19:27:00.002+08:00

ooh. today is my brother BIRTHDAY ! KORKOR. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
oh. n is YONG SHUN BIRTHDAY AS WELL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
my korkor went out with his frens. so celebrating wif him on sat with my second brother n his frens. going to sing k. hahas.
today is a boring n tiring day. went to sch. n i keep eating. alittle stress. eyes pain n reddy. throw away my contact lense n shao hwee was scrutinising it. lmao. so funny. blurry, cant c anything. so dun wan anyhow walk. n i kept getting lost. as in i cant find my frens. so funny. hahas. went for my physics test until 4.30. went home n my mother called. she so funny luh. call le den keep saying hello. n she ask who m i . erm.. okay. went to meet my mother at 684. ate roti prata. walk around to find spectacle shop. cos i wan to buy contact lense. in the end. the shop assistant damn fcuk up. c my eyes red red den dun wan sell it to me. nvm lah. got business dun wan do jiu forget. lmao. make me so pek cek. think pms bah. went home n ah boon called. i wan sot him ah, say go lian shi, in the end went town shopping wif mousey. hmph.. hahas. my mummy c i so moody tot is bout the contact lense thing. so she say she going to buy for me. but i dun wan to buy le. my mother so good. but i noe wad i wan nah. really pekcek n moody for dunno wad. is not bout the contact lense nah. reached home n galfren called. told me bout smth. which make me more pekcek. haven bath jiu on com le. n now i m stuck in front of dis monitor blogging. lmao. okay.. going to bath n sleep. tired.. loves. suddenly miss my sister wors. tot of him. hahas. long time neva meet him le. oh yah. sister's neighbour. jason ! i owe u ten dollars n i m gonna return. dun think i m a person who borrow money den run de hur.. =)

2008-07-01T22:03:00.002+08:00

ooh. today is mabel birthday ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MABEL !
hahas. okay.. ytd pon my extra lesson and went home. bath n went to meet ah boon. watched scv at his house instead of studying. =x . he go chu shi n i went home. today went to sch. n it was quite a boring day. luckily neva stay back. hahas. pei my gf awhile n she go for her lesson. went home bath n went to meet ah boon again. hahas. =)
went to mall bought food for the stupid mousey eat.. went to watch scv again n dey go amk chu shi n i went to have my dinner at mall. go tuition n i was damn tired. dun feel like going sia. went home n my eyes are red again. really very pek cek ah ! tml going to wear specs to sch. hahas. become a geek again. xD. anyway. i love my galfren. lols. she so cute sia. call me to tell me rmb to bring thermometer before she slp. i tot she wan to chat on phone wif me. lols. okay.. tml going to stay back in sch. sian. n thurs got phy test. even more sian. hais. life jiu shi liddat.. nvm.. looking forward to my sin tua de da ri zi den my prelims n finally my o lvls ! wahahas.. n it will be my trip to many places. go malaysia have fun, thailand n hongkong for my shopping spree. going to save money n work for all this.. ! yoohoo ! hees.. going to sleep.
I LOVE YOU.. muacksx.

2008-06-28T16:52:00.002+08:00

ooh. 4 days neva post le.. ytd is fri.. but stay back in sch until 7 plus.. okay.. nth much happen.. went for my cca cos we got passing out ceremony.. running like mad dog in the field wif my gf cos we wan to have some exercise.. lmao.. played frisbee n had fun.. had buffet ard 6 plus.. n realise a teacher is mabel eye candy.. so we keep disturb dem. went to play frisbee n bball after eating. eat too much le so dun wan to run too much. galfren went to her fren chalet n i went home.. saw jovon.. chatted wif him awhile n walked to mrt to meet my ah gong to pass him chem textbook. den realise gary came n fetch me. he say he cum fetch me. but i tot he joking oni. lmao.. okay. ah gong say wan to slack. so i went home n bath den went to hg dere de void deck slack. n i found out a really bastard guy wan to do smth to my hp. he wanted to lend my hp n sell it.. wah. really very angry.. although i didn lend him. but noe his intention can make me very angry le loh.. why got such person exist in dis world sia ? go to hell lah or go back to ur country lah ! cheated so many gals.. really very lucky didn lend him cos got a feeling dat he had ill intention.. he nid money jiu go sell backside loh.. still wan to cheat. wish he return money le jiu go hell or kena caught ah ! really really, i will pray for dis to happen de.. okay.. so we jus sit dere chat chat n kenneth came.. played with the bike n den went home. bath n sleep cos my eye very red n pain..

wake up at 8 plus.. bath n wait for steven reached my hse downstairs, n went to lor ah soo tgt.. sit at the shi guan awhile n pei steven chu shi at thomson dere. the weather is damn hot.. n i was sweating like hell.. okay.. finally went back. andy damn funny loh.. full of tricks.. went to take bus go back home.. at the bus stop got the coke advertisement.. den andy keep on playing make us laugh like mad.. board the bus n the three of us were sitting wif strangers. i cross my leg den andy go kick my shoe n my shoe fly.. den he sit at his seat laughing like a retarded.. the other unknown ppl were stunned.. it was so malu lah.. go take back my shoe.. hahas.. went to mall bought smth to eat n went home.. going to eat dinner le.. hees..

2008-06-24T22:58:00.002+08:00

hahas.. today is the second day of sch. hmm. have fun in sch. n i really miss all of my frens. okay. ytd sleep from 8 plus to 6.35 dis morning. n i had a very good slp. cos nobody disturb me. but the bad thing was dat i was nearly late.. heng.. neva.. wahahas. but rush like siao okay.. after sch went outside n bought ice-cream to eat.. saw yat seng n co. lols.. dey damn funny.. kip on disturb my gf.. wanted to join in the fun by saying smth.. but dun wan so bad nah. cos i noe gf will sad de.. rite ? hees.. dey all ah.. haiyoh.. stay back in sch until 5 n went home.. saw swee siong n chester n their frens jus beside my sch. chatted awhile.. chester n his gf break le. =( . maybe dey lie to me de bah.. cos dey r always full of craps.. hahaas.. saw desmond in mrt station n shaun n his co. saw edmund as well. hmm.. chatted wif dem n disturb alvin.. lmao.. reached home n bath. go tuition.. walked to tuition centre n bought many candies.. hmm.. TWO MORE DAYS TO MY SISTER BDAY wors.. lols.. my daddy came n fetch me after my tuition. went 684 n have our dinner.. saw my aunt dere.. eat le jiu go home.. sadded.. without my mummy at home.. suddenly feel so quiet n i cover all the household chores okay. ! sux like hell.. hope dat nobody uses the cups, utensils n etc.. so the sink will always be empty.. wahahas.. n dun change even better.. liddat no nid to wash clothes n dry it.. it will definitely be best of the best.. wahahas.. jus joking.. my family are clean people.. lmao.. okay.. hmm.. tml duno wan to go where.. sing k wif galfren or study wif my ah gong? tot my ah gong will be angry with me cos of smth.. but dun have.. hees.. so happy.. love him nah.. okay.. will decide tml.. as for now.. i m going to make my stinky chocolate cake n go to slp.. hehes.. hope i will not be late tml.. =)
loves n misses for everyone especially my galfren..

2008-06-23T18:18:00.003+08:00

so tired.. really is damn tired.. cos i one whole day cant slp.. during lessons try my best not to slp le.. hehes.. ytd galfren came my hse n we study.. resisting all the temptations cos wanted to go ps n watch get smart.. n my galfren is going to treat me. hahs. but dun wan nah. continued studying wif my galfren n oni left us at my hse.. my bro fren treat everybody eat pizza hut.. but i dun wan go lah. i dun wan so bastard. xp. okay. galfren's frens came n we slacked at void deck. chit chatted but it is super boring. it was 9 plus le. galfren n suki nid to go home. as galfren mummy is waiting for her to be back home for dinner.. went home for awhile.. go out again with my brother n his frens.. went to cheers n sat at the same place where i slack not long ago. sit dere chit chat non-stop.. lols.. any topics oso have ah.. from chalet to ghost.. to edison chen.. n blah blah.. so many wors.. n when we r going back dat time.. we found out dat everyone is trying very hard to control their bladder becos we sit dere until wan to pee le.. lmao.. so funny.. reached home.. tried very hard to sleep.. but still cant cos too hungry le.. ate smth but still cant slp.. jus at dat time.. stupid eric msg me telling me dat it's time to go toliet n pee.. hahas.. feel like smacking him ah.. 4 plus in the morning on my computer n started doing my hw.. 5 plus prepare go sch luh.. mummy going penang.. n i think she reached dere quite long le.. shd be enjoying herself bah.. shiok sia.. noe how to enjoy life le wors.. hahas.. nvm.. end of yr go genting n kuala lumpur.. next yr cny going thai pattaya.. wahahas.. going to shop like mad n enjoy myself..
reach home not long ago cos stayed back in sch until 5.30.. going to do my hw n bath jiu go slp le.. =)))

gd luck to him in jio-ing her hur..

2008-06-21T13:49:00.016+08:00

today is MELISSA HO birthday ! darling.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

hahas. ytd went out n celebrate her birthday earlier becos felicia has to work today. nvm. it is okay.

becos.. mel can get a chance to take the singapore flyers.. ytd went hg mall to meet felicia first.. on the way to meet her. saw irene.. chatted with her awhile.. n felicia was late. waited awhile for her.. went to take mrt to buy the tickets for the flyer first. had everything planned in mind.. hahas.. we duno got shuttle bus so after we had our lunch at subway.. we walked dere.. seriously.. the weather is damn hot n we walked a long distance n sweat alot jus to buy the tickets.. okay.. slack awhile at popeye's chicken n biscuits.. hahas. do silly things at dere.. including taking a snapshot of the tickets.. !
n we cabbed down to somerset to find mel.. luckily take cab ah.. cos mel jus ended her work n we duno. if not she run until duno where.. jiu no more surprise for her le. saw joker n frostine. went to cine.. shop shop n we went looking for a cake.. but end up we bought a brownie which is full of icing.. it is so damn sweet luh.. got icing n chocolate neh.. hmm.. took neo-prints cos the bday gal requested her wish.. she is so damn happy.. cos of the singapore flyer tickets.. lols..okay.. went to have japanese food.. n yummy.. dat's my strawberry cheesecake.
after finishing our main course.. dere is another side dish for mel wors.. n dat's her birthday 'cake'.. lmao.. took damn lots of pic.. but going to upload a few oni.. n here they are..

after dat.. off we go to the singapore flyers.. yeah.. cabbed dere cos we r running late.. reached n took the flyer.. the view hor.. woah woah.. it is damn beautiful.. quite worth it.. for those who are afraid of heights.. u wun be scared once u r up dere. cos the beautiful scenery had distracted u..

hmm.. waited for the shuttle bus to go to city hall interchange. and we end up near penisula dere.. took cab to compass.. slack awhile at dere.. chit chatted n have fun at dere.. long time didn c gladys le wors n saw her ytd.. suddenly miss xiaojess n xueling as well.. n of cos many many ppl.. but i really dun wan to go out le.. now nid to chiong my o lvl.. can feel the stress n i m left with 3 to 4 mths.. resisting my temptations n distractions.. okay.. going to do my things le.. sister.. i miss u.. so how're u n the gal who give u chocolate? kkiesx. bye everyone..

2008-06-19T03:03:00.002+08:00

went to sch.. miss my sch mates wors.. oh yah.. one of my teachers pass away.. duno wad happen.. may he rest in peace.. =(
ended sch ard 1 plus.. walk to serangoon mac n eat with yitong.. hahas. we go pa toh.. lmao.. eat n chit chat very long cos outside raining.. acc her wait for bus den i walk to mrt station. called jason n ask if he wan go bishan j8 n find my yicong sister not.. yeah.. met him on the bus at 4 plus n off we go.. he so noisy hur.. i late awhile oni mah. hahas.. okay.. went to sister shop n he is working.. hahas. disturb him awhile den we go walk walk.. went to arcade.. nth to do luh.. wanted to catch a winnie the pooh.. but dun wan waste money nah.. use 2 dollars try n i gave up.. hees.. a guy damn lucky loh. try 2 to 3 times n he won it. den he try again after i gave up. tot he will win the pooh n maybe he will gif it to me.. hahas. i noe i think too much.. xD.. play bishi bashi champ.. den we go find sister cos it is his break time le.. he ate long john n chit chat awhile.. he alittle sot sot today le.. keep on saying he seems to be like desmond le.. lmao.. went to watch kungfu panda with jason.. we r oni brothers okay. find sister after our movie cos it is jus the right timing.. went to eat chicken n chips? erm.. duno lah.. sister's colleague treated us. damn good wors.. oni jus noe him today neh.. anyway.. thanks him lots.. he oso going to help me get my sister job after my o lvls.. hmm.. i m going to work for it.. but still long loh.. i dun wan say it too early nah.. wait for my o lvls to end first.. hees.. went to wait for bus n yicong sister is once again.. sot sot le.. n jason neh.. emo-ing? lmao.. okay.. board bus 88 n blast music.. off it after awhile cos it seems like we r public nuisance? use wifi n c blogs.. n it is my turn to emo le.. cried on the bus.. n walk home crying.. oso duno for wad reason cry sia.. went home bath n watch tv.. called my bf n wanted to clear things out with him.. okay.. but it seems like the things he say r diff from wad he post online.. nvm.. forget it.. cos everytime is his blog spoil my mood.. everything oso bout the fun he had n his wifey..
going to stay at home later in the day n complete all my hw.. cos fri going sch n sisha-ing? n sat going to meet mel? hahas.. kkiesx.. byebye..

2008-06-18T03:14:00.003+08:00

woke up at 3 in the afternoon.. used com awhile. wanted to meet my galfren today de. but dis few days really no mood. went to read other ppl blog jus now.. den i realise the real hurting truth.. but still need confirmation..went to green wanted to pass him smth. but in the end he oso lie to me.. say at nite cum find me oso dun have,.. think his mind oso full of his wifey nah.. the stable galfren dere oso put his wifey lah.. i still tot dey oni very close.. but never ever will tot dat.. hais.. nvm.. nid to cfm with him.. currently hartbroken.. went to green jus wanted to c him. but it seems like it is a wasted trip.. called sister.. i miss him sia.. he miss his wifey den i miss my sister luh !! hahas.. ytd call me n i got a gd news from him. happy for him.. went to tuition.. halfway went out n buy bread n liang teh.. nobody takkare of me. but i still mus takkare of myself de mah.. hahas.. sister shd be quite busy bah.. he went mos today.. wanted me to go but i oso dun feel like going.. tempted but didn go.. lmao.. went home n rot.. my daddy told me smth dat i quite expected de nah.. waiting for sept holiday to approach.. n it will be my big day.. wahahas.. but duno it will be gd or bad.. jus wait for it to happen bah.. it is my fate.. watched tv n it was seriously damn boring.. suddenly have the feeling of going rounding.. hahas.. first time sia.. but oso nobody.. so nvm.. chatted on phone with my fren while watching tv.. my fren asked me to go 97.. wanted to go oso.. but already no transport le.. got free cab.. hahas.. but troublesome nah.. be mummy gal.. wahahas.. i dun like to go dat kind of place sia.. so noisy n messy.. alittle hungry.. so went out wif my korkor to jalan kayu n eat roti prata.. treated him n sit dere chit chatted quite long.. went to my bro fren hse n dey watch soccer.. while i blogging.. now already 3 plus le.. hahas.. italy vs duno wad.. going to buy 4d later.. pray hard mus strike.. no money le... wah lao.. really very confused n at a loss.. dunno wad to do sia.. i have been asking myself lots of question.. is he avoiding me? is he going to break wif him? are those things dat he had been telling me all lies ? has he fallen for another gal.. most likely his wifey bah? wad have i done wrong? fcuk it man.. really very pain sia.. hais.. wind means wind.. neva says die.. clever interpreter shd noe wad i mean hur.. i go do other things le.. byebye.. gd nites..

2008-06-16T21:10:00.001+08:00

2008-06-16T18:50:00.006+08:00

You Are An ESFJ

The Caregiver

You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.
A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.
You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.

You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.

In love, you value harmony and mutual understanding.
You will apologize or give someone the benefit of the doubt, if it means getting over a fight sooner.

At work, you are good at building relationships and connecting with people.
You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

How you see yourself: Organized, dependable, co-operative

When other people don't get you, they see you as: Opinionated, critical, and know-it-all

The personality test :
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyourpersonalitytypequiz/

2008-06-16T17:33:00.002+08:00

so bored ! argh.. dun wan to go out forever le !!!!!
ytd went yew keng with my daddy at amk industrial park two dere. saw three guys. tot dey r lion dance ppl. so dun care dem uh. den saw a pretty gal.. dress like a tourist. hahas. i keep on looking at her norh. damn paiseh. think she is one of the guys gf bah. wad a perfect match.. lols. went to eat smth at my old house dere.. went back n got damn lots of ppl.. all so reddy luh.. cos the lion dance n dragon dance ppl all wearing red shirt.. guess will c someone i noe de bah.. n den saw jerome. okay. not so surprise. but saw alvin. steven n mouse oso. hahas.. such a coincidence loh. 3am in the morning liddat saw steven walking home cos i looking out of my hse window. den ytd saw him again.. chit chat wif dem. went a few places den go hg point dere. cos dats the last stop dere.. went up to the sin tua.. damn hungry le.. slack at dere. the ji gong keep offer me things to eat norh. oh yah.. dats actually ah seng sin tua oso. quite surprised cos heard smth before.. but i now believe wad i c hur.. the ji gong keep disturb me dunno why oso. den he tell me off cos he noe i no hart to study dis holiday n my mind keep wandering off.. n many other things nah. nvm norh.. i noe i m in the wrong.. i got nth to say..went to 684 n bought things for my bro to eat. inside the car n the chanting started.. dun bother to listen cos it is like the cd player spoil liddat.. it is repeated for duno how many times.. i noe it is bad nah. but nobody can start the chanting even my daddy norh.. i swear.. hais. tok to her nicely she oso wun care de. so went home use the toliet first n bath.. went to my bedroom n sleep before my hair dry.. i dun gif a damn bout anything now. jus now went to read my baby de blog.. realise smth.. his life is much better than mine.. hope he can pei me during dis last week of holiday.. i will be waiting at home for him.. baby.. u dun believe u jus cum n find me anytime.. i think u oso wun even bother to read my blog.. bye everyone..
*sick n pms* !!

2008-06-14T03:38:00.001+08:00

wad r dey doing? lols..

today woke up at 2 plus. needed to meet felicia darling at hg mall at 4 pm. so bath n prepare. took bus n was late alittle. sit at cafe cartel cos she was working dere den she need to take a test. saw the oreo frappe looks yummy.. sit at dere n deciding wat to drink. in the end ordered chocolate mint frappe. hehes. quite hungry n wanted to eat. but it seems like all those i wan to eat de quite ex neh. so dun wan to eat le. save money. hahas. eat felicia de. =x. walk around mall with her. went shopping with her. den wanted to play pool but now plaza oni got woodball ehs. feel like going green but sharon maybe coming down so we waited at dere to c wads her reply. sit at mac n drink. walk out den saw many ppl wearing green shirts.. wondering wads the event. my sch mates called me n realise dat that event i oso got join de. but my team mates say we all pon the briefing tgt so we oso didn go for the event nah. nid to pay 15 dollars oso neh. duno if it is worth it not. realise yimei n zhiwei r felicia pri sch frens too. hahas. waited for sharon until 7.30pm.. chit chatted quite long. hahas.. went shopping again. n dis time round i buy many many candies n tidbits all those.. went to mini toons n many other shops.. go inside play play n have fun.. the place dat we had most fun was at mini toons nah ! lmao.. okay.. wanted to find a place to sit down. so went to the foodcourt. intend to buy a drink n we eat our tidbits. but the smell of the delicious ban mian is too tempting le lah. so we kup money n buy 1 bowl. it is quite nice. hahas. so damn full.. went out of hg mall n saw felicia colleague.. n felicia is promoting her fav biscuit n the brand is house of the steam potato. hahs. wad a funny brand. sit at the ledge n chit chat. needed to go home so went home around 1o.. waited the bus for so long loh.. hais.. went home.. bath n watch guess3.. it was so funny n suddenly my daddy wan me to pei him go hg plaza dere to c the sin tua.. went dere n the things dat he wan to c was over le.. the timing so weird norh. nvm.. my daddy was quite sad nah. but he tot dat tml can go amk n yew keng. he jiu happy le. hahas. he so cute.. went home nn continue my guess3.. cant slp at all.. i think from now until tml wun sleep le bah. now is 4 am le mah. sian.. nobody pei me. oso dun feel like going out. i miss my baby. galfren mus be sleeping oso le.. hmm.. good nite everyone..

2008-06-13T22:17:00.006+08:00

me n gf !

today woke up at 8.30. i m late ! going to meet my galfren at 9 at amk. but really cant make it de nah. so change to 1o. walk around dere cos she oso late. hahas. saw eve dere. quite surprised to c her. i miss her. xD.
walk to amk hub meet my gf. it was raining. today dressing abit weird weird. hahas. intend to dress like a nerd with her. but end up i dress like dunno wad n she dress like a emo kid. lmao. ate macdonald n we studied at dere until 1 pm cos we study until wan to fall aslp le. went to ps n shop shop around. go pc bunk slack slack awhile. really is damn boring nuh.. went to buy fake eyelashes. alittle paiseh cos neva wear before. =x hahas. gf n i went to the handicap toliet n teach me how to put. so scared dat the toliet alarm will ring norh. hahas. inside like sauna wors. sweating like hell. okay. den went to meet yicong. jason n botak. blah blah blah n blah.. =D .lalas..
hees. went green den go to nearby block n practise shuffle.. okay okay.. not bad. at least noe how to do le but duno how to continue. lols. so paiseh norh. baby called me. n once again powerpuff gals save the world.. no lah.. haiyoh.. quarrel again. nvm.. dun wan tok bout it. it is my private things. sory sistah. it is not u all the fault.. it is all my fault.. wadever things dat had to do wif me n baby.. it is all my fault.. ! i m so sory. dun say nvm.. i really feel guilty. hais. went to green n find baby.. n once again. mojojojo tried to destroy the world. lalas.. no nah. he dun care me. haiyoh. wad is the problem sia !?!?!?!?!?
argh.. went home alone. nearly cried but of cos dun have nah.. hees.. reach home.. bath n eat. wanted to take over my bro play mahjong. but he so selfish lah ! dun let me play.. so use com loh. really no mood..
oh btw.. i will off my hp for erm.. duno how many days ? want to stay at home n really think bout smth. n of cos.. study ! hees..
wan to contact me den c when i online or if u noe where i live jiu cum find me bah...
baby.. i miss u..

takkare everyone.

2008-06-12T14:26:00.003+08:00

Quiz : A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs.
B) Tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.
C) Continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
- stunned n sad. hartbroken. =(
#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- to get good grades for o levels ! =)
#3. What will your dream wedding to be like?
- grow older n stable down le den say bah. hees. xD
#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
- hmm. not really.
#5. What's your ideal lover like?
- take care of me. shower me with lots of love. dun too petty or else duno wad to do neh.
#6. What is more blessed? Loving someone or being loved by someone?
- being loved. it is smth fortunate wors !
#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
- wait until i cant wait any longer. but of cos try to forget is the 1st choice.
#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
- erm. of cos dun be the third party lah.. wish dey will last long..
#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
- being ignored by him. hais..
#10. Is being tagged fun?
- okay okay. but itmakes me smile ! ;)
#11. How do you see yourself in 10 years time?
- working ? hahas. obviously. =x
#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
- boyfren. darlings. gf n frens.
#13. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?
- erm. a loving neighbour ? hahs.
#14. Would you rather be rich and single or married but poor?
- rich & single.
#15. What's the first thing you do every morning?
- to take a look at my hp. ;p
#16. Would you give all in a relationship?
- most likely no at first. cos the relationship haven stable down mah.
#17. If you fall in love with 2 people simultaneously, who would you pick?
- pick the better n more loving one of cos. =x
#18. What type of friends do you like?
- true friends dat r always dere for me.
#19. What type of friends do you dislike?
- hypocrites n backstabber.
Been tagged by: SlatteryGoh.
8 lucky person. caiyan . dorothy . huihui . jolene . maris . rowena . yicong . yina

2008-06-11T10:55:00.006+08:00

woke up early in the morning. went to sing k wif whiskey n jack daniel at serangoon dere. sing until we sot ah.. hahas. three person sing for two hrs ! at first oni me n my gf oni.. liddat more sot. sing finish went pc bunk. everybody dere like sian sian de. jack daniel ask billy the emo kid do shuffle for us to c. we r laughing like mad luh. cos really nth to do den find some entertainment. got one person so irritating luh. kip disturbing me. argh. went to use toliet den go eat mac wif my gf. den wanted to go play pool but rmb neva bring ic. slack awhile den me, whiskey n jack daniel pei emo kid eat chicken rice. dey all kip playing loh. lmao. saw fel n her bf ? at the toliet. went to play pool at parklane wif gf. hahas. at dere i laugh until i roll on the floor cos i poke the air instead of the white ball when i wanted to hit. the most embarrassing thing is dat the next table ppl saw loh ! wah lao.. damn embarrassing. stupid gf kip laughing at me. argh. went hg to find felicia at her workplace. she work until 11, too late le so cant wait for her. went green to meet baby. so many days le he still angry with me. i sit dere do nth n stare into blanks. really nth to do de loh ! play photo hunt den halfway baby tell me he going home soon le. still got 1 more credit.. but dun wan to play le.. jus leave it dere. c who is the lucky fellow.. hahas. went out den he dun care me. went home alone n msg him. bought hershey cookies n cream chocolate n tiramisu. used com n busy doing blog de things. went down to find blue elephant awhile cos he going ns dis fri le. went to find caiyan n slattery. wah. she very xinfu hor.. got so many long yrs de gf n bf hur. lols. chatted n crap alot. went home n orh orh le..

2008-06-09T21:18:00.002+08:00

woke up around 5 plus.. not in a very good mood. many ppl called n received many msgs.. dun intend to go out.. n i think cant go out oso nah.. dun wan to make my mummy angry.. hees. of all the so many msgs received.. jiu shi dun have the one dat i wan to c the most.. i think he is going to dump me le bah. hais.. very sensitive today n very sad.. cos i now den realised dat many frens doesnt mean true frens.. n even if dere r many true frens.. but dey r not close frens.. wad the hell is dis ? i duno.. why is dis world so complicated ? not going to go out anymore until end of year.. hehes.. i swear ahs ! go out oso study oni okay. my oni best n true fren is my galfren.. I LOVE YOU LAHS>> KOH MAN XUAN.. hahas..
those ppl who wan to meet me cos u have a motive.. pls f*ck off.. i dun have the things u wan.. even if i have.. i wun gif it to u lah hor..
going to continue to do my school surveys.. bye n takkare..
hope he can contact me soon.. i feel so helpless.. ilu n imu..

2008-06-09T06:36:00.003+08:00

it is so early wors.. 6 plus in the morning.. dunno wad to do.. cant slp.. thinking of many things.. troubled by smth.. hais.. dis is the time i needed u most but u choose not to care bout me.. argh.. i m jus a useless person oni noe how to do nonsense things.. m i rite? i noe u wun read my blog de.. forget it.. hais..
ytd went out with my korkor n his gf.. went to gucci cos got sales.. damn lots of ppl.. went to eat chicken rice at lucky plaza.. n go fareast shop shop.. use toliet n i go cine meet my frens.. dey wanted to eat so went taka n have yoshi for dinner. dey kip on tok nonsense but it was funny.. entertain everyone.. lols.. meet sister n slack outside ngee ann city.. dey decided to go party world.. nn blah blah.. lazy to type out wad happen lah.. hees.. xD
reached home.. tired.. wanted to sleep.. but sleep not long jiu wake up le cos my parents are going out to work n dey are toking so loudly.. argh..
nvm.. lazy to on com so use hp wireless to c my blog.. read many ppl blog n found smth dat really makes me jealous to the core man ! fcuk it. really very upset bout it.. hais.. when will he msg me wors? i dun think dat i m really impt to him bah.. lets c after the next few days.. i noe how to be a gd gf.. wad shd i do n wad i shd not do.. but aiyah.. it's useless to say all dis le.. i trust him n dun bother bout his past.. but.. forget it.. nowhere to go.. no one to rely on.. no one to trust.. hope he will contact me soon bah.. ='(

2008-06-07T19:16:00.004+08:00

today pass very fast wors. reached home bout 7 plus in the morning. went to slp with my hair wet. so uncomfortable. lazy to dry it. hahas. slp until 5 plus liddat jiu wake up le. help my mummy cook dinner cos i too hungry le. lols. use com n study.. duno wad to do later.. no going out for me.. !

ytd study awhile. wanted to go out. but baby is slping. decided to meet up with some frens. but everybody seems to be busy slping or doing other things. went to ps to meet my galfren. n the whole alcoholic group is dere. lols. wanted to call huihui de, but tot she left le so didn call. in the end, saw huihui, elaine, caiyan, gladys n ah lam outside 7-11. quite surprised. but dey seemed to be angry with me cos dey tot i lied to dem. but.. hais.. nth.. loitering ard at pc bunk.. bought a sweet n it was so cute luh.. wahahas.. slacked at bunk until 11. need to go back hg or sk. or else no more train or bus for me le. called baby. but he still slping. wanted to meet ppl or else i will be all alone at nite. finally found one.. hahas. meet yicong at hgpt. i eat at dere n went to his sis workplace. baby called at 2am. n i knew he was super angry with me. sadded n moody. it was my fault n i noe saying sorry is useless. but where can i go when he was still slping ? i was alone neh.. wait for him all alone at where until he wake up wors ? i dun wan to go home ah.. hais.. suan le nah.. nobody would understand how i feel at dat time de.. nobody ever would.. went to orchard ard 3 plus.. sit around at some place until 6 plus n went home..

2008-06-06T15:40:00.002+08:00

so bored.. went to sch for one hr.. reached home.. nth to do.. wan to go crazy le.. cos suddenly no electricity.. dunno wad to do cos hot oso no fan.. wan to use com oso cannot. argh.. slp awhile.. woke up.. do hw n waiting for my meal to be ready ! hahas.. thought of going huixian chalet.. but i think my classmates not going bah.. cos dey going for their cca camp.. =(
nvm.. i think i not going le bah.. cos go dere like not very close with the ppl dere.. although noe dem.. huixian.. i m sory.. =( .
eat le jiu go out le .. muahahas.. stay at home damn bored.. nth to do norh.. wanted to go ps with huihui n elaine.. but i dun think going le..
ytd wanted to go bugis with dem oso.. in the end.. didn go cos raining.. n elaine wait until very long.. =(
hees.. went compass to slack.. ate mos burger.. sit at dere rot until duno wad time.. chit chat.. sing song.. n monkey is feeling down.. hais.. he n my dear slattery de things.. i got nth to say.. hope nth happen n dey will be tgt happily.. trust is an impt thing in a relationship.. =) my baobei erzi came n he sit down n rot oso.. lmao.. ah ken entertain us n make me n huihui laughing like mad.. he got so many actions norh.. hahas.. saw baby at dere.. he like so angry with me loh.. hmm.. i noe he dislike the things i do sometimes.. but i have been controlling.. i noe he wan me to study.. but i did study.. oni play quite often nowadays mah.. i noe how to control myself de.. =)
okay.. going to play awhile n do some hw.. bye.. =)

emo-tional..

2008-06-04T18:50:00.002+08:00

nth much today. my gd buddy's birthday ! bought a balloon for her. n she received six sunflower wors. hahs. she mus be happy ! my geog teacher is going to leave today. quite sad n he is going to cry ! hais. walking home dat time saw slattery n her fren. chatted awhile with her. went home bath n use com. went to eat wif baby. he seems to be thinking alot. n i noe i m thinking too much dis few days. aiyah. happy to be wif him. hees. huihui called. chatted wif her n she is going out. actually i feel like going too. but not feeling well n suddenly no mood to go out neh. study awhile n go mall make my specs.
reached home remembering smth.. hahs. somebody spam my tagboard. duno who is he or she loh. anyway. i m not angry lah. jus thinking wad i had written or do to make that person hate me wors. if i had say or do smth wrong, den i apologise. if i had not.. n dat person jiu shi hate me dat much. i would like to say keep ur comments to urself or jus say it right in front of me.. thanks..
going back to study le.. not going to go out today.. takkare everyone.. =)

no mood ~

2008-06-02T17:02:00.002+08:00

hmm. today so bored. ytd spend my money on shopping. dis week going to no money le. hais. went to buy mac n eat, went to sch n i was like sweating like hell. today weather so hot. on my way home. stupid yingyin suddenly hugged me. i tot is a pervert nah ! really got trauma in serangoon area le. so many perverts dere. argh. wish to graduate soon. reached home. on the com n play. tried to study but dunno why no mood to do anything. jus feel like crying for nth. no mood to eat, study, chat or go out. dear shd be still slping bah. really want to study.. tml still got o lvl chem spa. i wan sot le ! stress sia. dear mus be really tired bah. morning still play catching. hahas. hais. duno later got the mood to eat mah. feeling hungry but jus dun feel like eating. stupid tomato. later going to eat him up. ! wish he can suddenly pop up in front of my hse. wahahas. but i think it is impossible bah. hais. okay nah. i shall end here n go study ! =(

shopping !

2008-06-02T01:25:00.002+08:00

woke up several times today.. duno why.. maybe slp dao baobao le.. hahas. my daddy disturb me. wan to bring me out to eat n pray. but lazy n wanted to slp. woke up n study awhile . used com den find other things to do. baby tomato sleeping like a pig. n i wan to sian until sot le. zhihao msg me so i waited for him to return me money at my hse downstairs de bus stop. waited alittle long. went home ate carrot cake for my breakfast-cum-lunch. got back the money so feel like going shopping ! went town with my bro n his gf. ate pastamania n his gf treat me . woots. hahs. wanted to pay her de. but she jus dun wan to accept. cos i realise dat wadever she buys , she jus dun use cash, but keep swiping cards ! hahs. went to taka n galleria den fareast. wah. she go de shops hor.. tempted me to buy loh.. argh.. nvm.. will buy one day de.. but jus duno which day. wahahas. jus wan to change wallet jiu dui le. dun wan to use dis wallet cos is other ppl gif de. dey went home n i went to find my gf at pc bunk. bought shoes n clothes today. met edwin, daniel n fel at dere. haiyoh. hongster neva says die. hahas. chit chat dere n went hg pt to find my baby tomato. waited damn long for him. but nvm.. it is okay de. =) pei jiayang walk to jiaxin hse dere den went green n played photo hunt. got alittle quarrel with baby tomato after the game. dunno wad to do. i noe i shouldn do anything at all.. n jus let it be. can say it is none of my business oso nah. i dun wan to quarrel with him de. hais. it is nth de loh. went home n do some hw. not going to slp so early cos tml my lesson starts at 9. so boring. chatted wif weijian n found out dat he is going to be engaged before he go in ns. hahas. gd wors ! n if got baby le, i m going to be dat baby gan mummy. wahahas. surely very handsome or pretty de. =) babies r so cute. hees. okay. going to slp le. quite late, tml still got sch. =( . bye..

lost a fren of mine.. =(

2008-05-30T14:51:00.002+08:00

hahas.. today sleep until quite late n baby tomato called me to wake me up.. he came n fetch me to sch.. so happy n feel so fortunate to have him by my side.. hees.. =x .
reached sch n chatted wif my frens.. went to eat beehoon again.. my frens disappear all of a sudden.. so i was alone.. =( .. wanted to find my galfren pei me eat.. n i found out dat she pon sch ! argh.. nvm.. it is okay.. eat wif other frens.. i wanted to disturb fangyi de loh.. but i dropped his egg accidentally.. so sory.. wanted to pay him back.. n he say buy 1o eggs for him.. hahas..
took a nap in the air-conditioned room during the english lesson.. shiok.. lmao.. feel stressed suddenly.. really nid to study le.. keep playing dis few days.. i mus control myself.. but dere are too many temptations neh.. hees.. even if didn go out.. oso stay at home use com.. okay nah.. i go pom pom le.. love my baby tomato forever.. i wun leave him unless he choose to leave me..

ytd went to find baby tomato.. he slping like pig norh.. bomb him oso neva ans.. hahas.. took cab to green cos scared he will be angry dat i accompany him awhile oni.. went to take bus to woodlands.. missed a bus so i sms xiaojess cos she meeting me oso.. she neva reply den i call her.. finally board the bus n saw xiaojess still waiting at the bus stop.. i so guilty loh.. but got communication problem.. becos of the stupid sms.. she received it late.. argh.. luckily she neva angry.. went to cwp loiter around jiu take mrt to jurong east.. took bus to ah john funeral.. dunno why.. i jus cant accept the reality.. reached dere n saw many ppl.. maybe is the last day so many ppl go down bah.. ate beehoon wif xiaojess.. went to find weikiat n fan him to bring me go find ah john mummy.. she is really upset n sick as well.. i dunno wad to say to cheer her up.. cos i noe dat no matter wad i say will jus be useless.. i feel sad too.. her eyes keep twitching n she had gone for injection.. the doctor say mus keep herself calm n relaxed.. cant be too nervous.. but after the injection.. the accident took place the next day... she tried to call me.. but i diverted all my calls dat day.. really feel so guilty lah ! or else can c ah john for the last time.. hais.. his mummy asked me to go n take a last look at him.. but i had forgotten dat i cant go funeral in the first place cos my ah ma had passed away for less than 1oo days.. so i cant go n take a look at him.. xiaojess kept hurrying me.. so i told her dat i need to go le.. she said when she saw me.. she think of ah john n she cried.. i really feel helpless n damn sad at that moment.. hais.. went to another side to cry.. den took bus nn mrt back home.. chatted awhile with baby tomato n went to slp..

happy but tired..

2008-05-28T17:15:00.003+08:00

neva stay at home for so long le.. hahas.. keep on go out dis few days.. today is gladys' birthday wors.. wish her happy birthday.. hees.. hmm.. went to chalet on mon nn tues.. pei my baby tomato go de.. received a call from weikiat.. telling me dat my fren had passed away.. i tot he was playing a prank at first.. i called many ppl to confirm bout it.. n it was the truth.. he died in a motor accident.. i just cant accept the truth.. he was so young lah.. really regretted didn meet him dat time he asked me out.. hais.. life is so unpredictable.. how i hope i can c him for the last time.. okay.. cont my story.. bought a cake for the birthday boy.. took cab home after he cut it.. really damn tired.. went to chalet ytd after sch.. slack at dere nn anyhow walk.. cos got many ppl inside the chalet.. baby tomato bought a chocolate fudge cake for him.. it is very nice.. he oso say the chocolate very nice.. hehes.. went back to chalet n heard some unpleasant things which really pissed me off.. finally understand how my baby tomato feel le.. i believe he will change nn not be like last time.. i trust him.. otherwise, dere is nth i can do.. hees.. i love my baby tomato.. our story started on 25.o5.o8.. 10.o5pm.. wahahas.. really tired dis few days.. keep slping in class.. mus get enuff rest le.. i wan pay attention in class ! mus really study le.. cannot play le.. sian norh.. keep on spending money.. but neva earn or save money de.. wah lao.. mus work le.. hees.. but no job.. =( okay lah.. i smelly smelly.. going to bath le.. xp .

creator of dis blog acc.. : dun sad le nah.. cheer up.. i noe wad u thinking.. i m sory.. hope u will read my blog..

yeahh.. my rest day?

2008-05-25T14:34:00.002+08:00

too busy nn tired to blog dis few days.. got many things to write out.. but dun think have the time to write all out bah.. went to green dis few days nn have some fun.. but sometimes is rotting.. finally can have a day dat i can have enuff rest.. but my hp is still ringing non-stop.. divert all calls to pizza hut.. wahahas.. i m going to cancel it until tml morning.. not going to go out today.. wan to have a day with peace nn study !!.. dis few days really wan to sot le.. go green oni jiu can sot me till death.. lmao.. anyway.. i have been very moody dis few days.. but i m okay after awhile.. =).. oh no.. ii m sick again.. hais.. yeahh.. tml going to sch nn going out.. i m going to eat my lunch nn do my hw le.. bye bye..

it 's just another day..

2008-05-23T14:05:00.002+08:00

hmm.. ytd sch ended quite late.. due to extra lessons.. today decided to pon.. but i m not a bad gal hor .. hees.. consecutive four days stay back until 4 to 5 neh.. for me will die de loh.. cannot stand it.. hahs.. wear specs to sch nn my frens dey all keep disturbing me.. dunno wad happen norh.. my contact lenses had disappeared all of a sudden.. and it return back to the toliet when i reach home.. hmm.. dun tell me dat i m living in a magic house?? lmao.. went to green to meet my ah gong.. nn saw damn lots of ppl.. very happy ! saw jiki too.. wahahas.. play many games wif her n got champion mah.. the worst thing is she type my name lah.. ! bad sia.. bully me.. =(
just joking.. later caiyan scold me ah... fren fetch me home.. den rot awhile.. tried to sleep.. but still cant until 2 plus in the morning.. very tired today.. got back report book.. quite happy n sad bout my results.. mix emotions.. yoohoo.. going to go out study nn play le.. hehes.. end here le.. =)

sadded..

2008-05-21T21:54:00.003+08:00

sian norh.. everyday need to stay back until so late.. really very bored.. today not enough sleep den stomach cramp oso.. very irritated.. no mood today.. no place to go.. moodswing in the morning.. wanted to divert all calls but didn eventually.. hais.. regrets.. really very sad n moody.. ate many chocolates le, but still useless.. now watching channel 8 de 9 o'clock show.. hais.. end here.. bye

like is different from love; like is to enjoy his company n wish he will be by your side..
love is not about possession but how to make me happy.. loving someone tends to make a person cry often.. like is not love.. but love is surely like..

another boring day..

2008-05-19T21:46:00.003+08:00

hmm.. fri nite went rouge.. saw many ppl dere.. ii saw my weikeong dere ehs ! so happy.. at first forgot wad is his name n i manage to get hold of his number n contact him.. hees.. went to eat mac when the event end.. really very tired n nearly fall aslp at the steps.. woken up by dunno who.. keep on shouting here n dere.. hahs.. xiaojess feeling down n valentine, eh kia n me comfort her.. try to cheer her up.. but useless.. just let her cry nn think all she wants.. it is better than letting her emo at home.. lmao..finally, everything went back to normal around 6 or 7 in the morning.. yeah.. dat's time to go home.. cab home.. nn zZz.. !

wahahas.. finally finish making my blog le.. today slp until 4 liddat den wake up wors.. do hw but till now.. still haven do finish..
hmm.. meet zhihao nn he pei me eat dinner.. he send me home jiu go his fren hse le.. use com for very long le.. ate dou hua nn blah blah.. ooh.. it is time to slp le.. nites.. xp

boring day..

2008-05-18T23:40:00.002+08:00

ytd nite go watch movie - chocolate .. quite a nice show.. but it seems to be quite short.. if i m not wrong, shd be 85 mins bah. slack outside cathay until 4 plus in the morning n took bus NR6 home.. went home slp like a pig liddat until 5 in the evening.. wake up nn wanted to find ppl go out slack.. but no one.. suddenly very sad.. dunno why.. find slattery n monkey.. i really very moody.. so wan to play swing.. dunno why.. i love to play swing when i m moody.. but it cant really be found at my hse here.. went to terrace hse dere n the swings dere had been removed!! arghh..! saw keywei, jiawei dey all.. jia wei still say hello to me ehs! hahas.. but i bad mood at dat time nah.. so dun care dem. went home n play mahjong until 7 in the morning.. lost 5 dollars.. i m a noob loh.. first time play money.. lose 5 dollars not bad le rite? lmao.. okay .. shall end here.. nites everybody.. =)

2008-05-11T22:55:00.001+08:00

mummy.. happy mother's day!
hahas.. today woke up quite late and went down to mall to eat with my bro. my father's fren came to my hse n fix our new bed. my korkors got a double decker bed n i got their bed. lols. i use their stuff.. yucks. jus joking. reach home n do the blog n frenster. add frens until very sian norh. caiyan ask me to go down slack. she came to my hse den my father chit chat wif her. lmao. slack near ah lam hse n we heard somebody shouting. cy 's coke spilled! hahas. we saw ah lam at his hse shouting to us. lols. we slack under his hse n tok crap. ah lam go chu shi den me n caiyan go temple pray. so boring. went hm.. nth to do so treat my korkor eat jelly bean n chocolate. hahs. my mummy n daddy came back n fetch us to dunno where eat. eat until damn full.. yummy.. the cheese prawns are delicious. hees. msg my baby but he seems like very busy or dun care bout me. dunno why. hais. tml got o lvl paper until 9.. i think dats all for today le bah.. nites everybody. smooch~

sian-sation

2008-05-11T14:40:00.001+08:00

wahahas.. do my blog until halfway, decided to continue tml.
hmm.. today went bugis with my galfren den saw a few ppl.. bought three shirts and donated 1o dollars to dunno wad charity. so crowded n hot loh. think shd be after exams le, so many ppl wan cum out n chill. lols. went to fareast den cine. i wanted to watch hansel n gretel !! but i duno when it will show in cinema. retarded me. but i must watch no matter wad! hehes. reach hm quite late n nobody is at hm except for my mummy. hais, scared she is lonely. stupid brothers surely go out sing k, so bad loh.. neva jio me go oso. lols. in the end.. i found out dat dey went to woodlands dere de abandoned hospital.. n dey kena caught by police.. my bro tell me dat i m lucky dat i didn go.. cos dey maybe will be charged for trespassing.. hahs.. aiyah.. mata eat le nth to do.. kip on catch ppl..

hais.. after i reach bugis, a fren called me. she has been finding her bf for many days le.. why is he so stuck up? why cant he jus contact her n stop playing mia? dis kind of person does not deserve so many ppl to love him. but my fren jus love him so much. hmm, can understand how she feels. feel sad bout it n i m trying my best to help her le, jus hope dat he will contact her soon and treat her better. also hope dat he will be alright when he attend the next court session. it is very sad n painful for a person to wait for someone. hais. most impt thing is he can wake up before it is too late n last long with her.